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Mushrooms…

I’m to the point where i just want to lock myself in a dark room, alone and eat 8 grams of mushrooms; And just explore the deepest parts of my conscious and learn something valuable… maybe that will be the cure to myself.

Drug test

I need to pass one by Thursday for Target. I have a plan… long jacuzzi sweats, fuck exercising to sweat… And when i piss in the cup i found out the beginning and end of the stream has the most thc content.

harness the energy that created you and project it outwards in a positive way

idk what you have become

In the 10 months i probably only heard from you 4 -5 times… Nearly half those times it was due to you creeping my anonymous updates that don’t even mention your name it; and yet both of those times you have gone completely psychotic… I really dont know what happen to you while i was in cali, but your the only one who has changed for the worse and this judgement is only based on from what i have SEEN and not what i have HEARD from others. I dont care how mad you were about your facebook being hacked, i dont even know why that you even care so much what your texas based facebook friends think about you but i guess judgements effect the new you a lot. But anyways i have been home for the past week just minding my own business and suggest anomalously to my 500 friends on how to delete your facebook permanently and you tell me to go kill myself? Ashlie get off your fucking high horse, you were a better person on DRUGS/alcohol. I miss the old you that only cared about fucking shit up and having fun.

When i poop, especially at a public restroom it scares the shit out of me when the water splashes back at me… how ironic.

attention, you attention whore.

you’re a product of society… you’re annoying and pretentious… maybe you should give up your ego, meditate and then come back and try tumblr again… kids these days >.>

MUSHROOMS. FUNGUS. EVOLUTION. ?

Evolution makes no sense. how would fungus evolve on a this planet when fungus requires dead things to decompose and survive?… but all living things require fungus to survive? with that being said fungus had to come first to sub-stain life on this planet
thus fungus had to come from somewhere where life already existed. Fungus spores would have probably came to earth via asteroid. Which prove s life exists outside our planet. and MUSHROOMs are magical extraterrestrial substance. 

fuck being materialistic, id rather be self-sufficient.

I want an old house that makes funny noises at night, with groves of gardens with fresh blueberries, strawberries, blackberries, carrots, potatoes, pecan trees, banana trees, all throughout the property. I would love to be close enough where i can go on a lovely stroll to the lake or the beach or maybe just get lost in the woods….  fuck being materialistic, id rather be self-sufficient.

Update

Im back in austin texas. i miss my boyfriend. getting my life back in check. im optimistic about my future. i plan on writing more blogs for the people who enjoy my insight. Who ever stumbles upon this all i have to say is smoke weed, eat shrooms, and love life.

i get crafty when i run out of weed

i just scrapped my entire pipe for the first time which made a full bowl of resin and then scrapped a shit ton of crystals out of each canister (Romulon ufo strain, Blue Berry, Sweet tooth, Poppcorn bubba, buddah, fire and white widow) i got lucky and found three little random chunks of weed in my dresser… Lots of memories i had with all this magical weed including when my bestfriends drove from texas to see me… anywhooo i am gonna go smoke this beautiful bowl of creation now -_-

doing shrooms up in the mountains was crazy. i found the area 51 of the mountains. shit is getting weird.